u seem to have a phobia ...go n consult a phobia specialist...HI BROTHER....IF YOU WANT TO OVERCOME FROM YOUR FEAR & OTHER MENTAL PROBLEMS YOU AHVE TO LEARN MEDITATION THAT IS ONLY HELP TO YOU. NOW A DAYS THIS PROBLEM IS COMMAN IN PEOPLE, I SUGGEST A MEDITATION CENTER WHICH IS GIVING FREE MEDITAT
yes loneliness is the worst thing in the world try to be with good friends and enjoy every part of life...